Was inspired to write a blog on my mum after reading Doris' latest entry 'Mommy's little girl' which got me in tears..Doris mum called me and ask me to check her blog immediately..She thought something bad has happened..As Doris called her all the way from Canada to ask her to read her blog as soon as possible..She was so worried..And when i read her blog, I called her up and told her Doris misses her bad..And I was in tears..I miss my mum too.. I came to realised I've been spending less time..lesser and lesser time with my mum..Spending most of my time at work and with Des..The only time I get to spend time with her is during my off days, driving her around from cafe to get the house chores and bank stuff ready..
Was away for holiday in Taipei with Des 4/4/07-11/04/07..Mum wanted to go Taiwan all the while..Was hoping so much to go with me..And I didn't go with her..I went with Des' family instead..I feel so bad..
During the trip,mum fell sick..Fainted and got real sick..Only got to know when I was in KL airport through my aunt..Mum never mention a word of her condition to me..She fear I would worry and couldn't enjoy my holidays..I feel so bad...Whenever I look at her, I feel her wrinkles getting more each day..Hair turning gray..Her hands are so rough and her health worsen due to heavy work at cafe..Feel so useless that I couldn't help out at all..
Please pray for my mum..Hope she get well soon..Recover well..I'll be glad that she's in good health and scold me like she usually does..
