Drove past Columbia Asia Hospital last few days..Recalled my lost baby..Tidied up the baby clothing that I bought last time, heart wrecking to see the tiny clothing, that my baby never get a chance to try on.. I do wonder how would things turn out if my baby is still alive.. I would be at late pregnancy now, anticipating to meet the little one in my tummy.. Or perhaps I would have delivered the baby.Huggin you tight in my arms.
SIGH.
Somehow, I'm missing the baby again. Im wondering if its my fault for failing to keep the baby, or perhaps the baby thinks that Im not fit enough to be a mum yet? I'm wondering if the baby is doing well now. Did he/she met Grandma there? Perhaps accompany grandma for walk? Keeping grandma busy not to worry bout grandpa?
I believe daddy misses you as much as I do too, but not to let mummy know.Daddy has been keeping mummy great company whether at work or travel. He has been trying his best to keep mummy occupied with a lot things so mummy do not have time to be upset over you anymore.
HUGS.
We really miss you alot.
2 comments:
boon, it's not ur fault of the miscarriage...
don blame urself...
No worries. Im fine, just sometime feel upset whenever to think of the baby.
Nothing can be done also. Pray that he/she rest well in peace. And hope my next pregnancy be smooth and good.
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