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Someone sms me this :-

Sometimes, God breaks our heart to make us whole,
Sometimes, He sends us pain so we can be stronger,
Sometimes, He sends us failure so we can be humble,
Sometimes, He takes 'EVERYTHING' away from us so we can learn the value of 'EVERYTHING' we have..
but nor matter what the circumstances,just trust in GOD that He will give us the best.

I have always thought that I'm such a blessed child, with so many good things happening around me. I have a 24/7 husband who loves and cares for me. I have a bunch of good friends who cares nor matter how far we are away from,I got a good job with good pay, good staffs to work with, good place to stay, good cars to drive around. Apart from my own parents, I am blessed with extreme nice parents in law who cares a lot for me. On top of that, I am blessed with a baby who soon to join us in September.

I have been very happy throughout the pregnancy. Looking forward to be a good mum, preparing the best for my baby. But things are so unexpected, I had a miscarriage last Saturday. The baby had stopped growing for 2 weeks in me. There is no sign of heartbeat at all. I have been so lost since. Perhaps we have been too anticipated for the baby, so when the doctors told us its gone, its so hard to take it.It has been with me for merely 3 months, dint get to see nor feel it yet, and its gone just like that. Been thinking a lot, wonder why this could happen when we have been putting so much effort to keep it..Never expected this, perhaps, I was blessed with too many good things, I was totally unaware of the bad ones.. I miss my baby from time to time.. But there's nothing I could do to keep it with me.. I do pray hard, that it could rest in peace with the Heavenly Father in heaven.

Though, we couldn't be together. I would like you to know that, we all love and miss you so much.

I'm much thankful for all the concerned phone calls, emails through these bad times. I'm doing a lot better.

*Hugs*