Tuesday, 9 June 2009

Grumble

Been pretty restless and lazy to write .. Nothing much to update.. The Bongsters sisters were back in Miri since May, going back to Canada soon.. Catching up with them making myself realising that I'm getting older.. I don't join them to club nor karaoke.. I don't do a lot shopping nor outings.. Maybe its true that when we spent too much time together with someone, we'll turn to be like him.. I dunno if its good or not, I just realised that there are not much life after married and having to work together.. Getting less topic to talk, less things to do, we get plain lazy and so used of staying at home doing our own stuff.. Perhaps its just life of an old married couple?

I have tonnes of places to travel, tonnes of things to do and tonnes of ideas of what to do.. But I ended up with millions of reasons of not doing any of them.. I'm losing my direction I guess.. I really need to sit down and think seriously of what I want and what I don't .. I realised I'm losing myself..

When I was schooling, I wish I could graduate soon..
When I graduated, I wish I could get a good job..
When I got a good job, I wish I could have business of my own..
When I got my own business, I wish I could go back to school..


Ironic right ? I kinda miss life when I was studying. I got more friends and things to do. I have endless exams and assignments to keep me going..

Weird. PMS maybe?

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