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Ms.Iphone 3gs

I confirmed that my husband is cheating on me .. He's keeping a mistress namely, Ms. Iphone 3gs.. They have been showing affection on each other OBVIOUSLY, as though I did not exist !

Ever since my husband found Ms Iphone 3s, our communication has deteriorated. Every night before we sleep, he would be totally engrossed with Ms Iphone 3Gs only to gently lay her to bed right beside him. Every morning the moment he wakes up, he greets Ms Iphone 3Gs before he greets me.
When we are at work, he would be paying so much attention communicating with her, instead of me .. How pathetic !
I approached him over my unhappiness over the phone, instead of severing ties with her. He explained by showing me how good and wonderful she is. How she could keep her entertained all the time without nagging and complains.
Furthermore, he refused to let me play with her. Reason : He couldnt laid his eyes and hands off her, he has yet done communicating with her. How seductive could Ms. Iphone 3Gs be?
On top of that, he encouraged me to find another.
Which explains why I got myself a boyfriend :p
Introducing my new boyfriend,

Slimmer and sexier Mr.Ipod Touch :)

Woman are fickle-minded

Permed my hair again!

So fickle-minded

When its long, wanted it short

When its short, wanted it long

When its straight, wanted it curled

When its curled, wanted it straight

When its black, wanted it dyed

When its dyed, wanted it black

Does woman know what they exactly want?

I doubt myself

BAHHHHH..

My hair cost me a bomb this month..

I should hold my spending for now..

But seriously,

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I think I need to dye it?

Why be a woman?

Read this from Ivy's blog.

Being a woman ain't easy. Since young, we must learn to behave to be an obedient, sensible daughter. Into adulthood, we must learn to be a lovable, sweet girlfriend. Shortly later, we must learn to be a sensible and understanding wife cum daughter in law,then to be a great mother. Really do not understand why married to the man's family, we must learn to adapt and please the parents in law. On the other hand, man only needs to focus on his career, earn money,being a good son, good husband and good father. Why they do not need to please their parents in law?

And this really kept me pondering for awhile.

Hiring people..

My girl msg that she would quit after this month..
Was pretty bothered, for the short notice..
Somemore we would be away to Bangkok and KL next month..
There would then be only 2 people left working..
Im starting to worry if the other 2 would quit out of sudden too..
SIGH..
Business has slowed down lately..
Still hafta worry over manpower problem..
Too many staff, yet no sales..
Not enough staff, hard to arrange off days..
Whether to employ or not to..
Still undecided..

Nowadays, its hard to keep good staff to work long for us..

1.Salary would be an issue..

Cos nor matter how much increment. It would never be enough. The company will be much bloated covering their pay when the sales keep dropping, yet salary keep increase.

2.Long working hours would be an issue..

5 working days. From 10am to 9 pm. Might felt its long, but actually its only 55 hours work a week after taking off 2 hours break for lunch and dinner..

SIGH..

What's should I do next?

Employ another new staff?

Or get a part timer?

Or cancel the KL trip?

New haircut

Fed up with my messy,dried curled hair..

Got all the spoilt ones cut off..

Now its much shorter and neater..

Hope it could last me awhile..

Thinking to get a 'bob'..

But worry it would makes my face bigger..

Hmphh..

Shall I dye my hair as well?

Or get it curled up?

Purple Eyes

New colour lens
This time in Purple :)
It comes with the enlarging pupil effect..
The colour is much nicer and natural
And most importantly,
Its much more comfortable :)

Economy 'Merosot'

This year economy has been disasterous..

WHY?

1. New mall opening ( New toilet attracts more people)
2. 5 new opticals ( Competitive pricing, Attractive offers, More comparison for customer)
3. H1N1 ( Less Bruneians and crowd to shop)
4. Cheap Airfares ( People save up to go shopping elsewhere)
5. Petrol increase ( People stay home not to waste money on petrol to shop)

A year with love :)

Loves Travels and weddings

2009

25.01.09-06.02.09 Perth for CNY

28.02.09 Lai's wedding & baby's departure :(

12.04.09 My Baptism

13.04.09 Yithui's Miri wedding

14.04.09-24.04.09 Taipei trip

15.05.09 ChihChut's wedding

02.06.09 Francis' wedding

04.07.09 Didi's wedding

10.07.09-15.07.09 KL trip & Yithui's KL wedding

11.08.09-17.08.09 Guangzhou & Shenzhen trip

03.10.09 Klaus' wedding

10.10.09 Jimmy's & Ong's weddings

16.11.09-19.11.09 Bangkok trip

24.11.09-27.11.09 KL trip

05.12.09 Roselyn's wedding

06.12.09 Thien Siong's wedding

10.12.09 Jill's wedding

17.12.09 Melissa's wedding

19.12.09 Desmond's wedding

Total : 13 Weddings 6 Travel trips

2010

16.01.10 Dennis' wedding

14.02.10- ? Undecided CNY trip

19.03.10-23.03.10 Bali trip

24.09.10 Onwards

~~~~~~~~~> Baby making project

Count our blessings

Encountered a lot people lately..

Some having problems with their in laws,

Some complaining bout their job,

Some complaining bout their husband/wife,

Some stressed comparing themselves with others,

Some boasting their life to make themselves feel better,

On top of all these,

I felt myself much more blessed and lucky,

As,

Im happy with my in laws,

Im happy with my job though Im bored at times,

Im happy with husband,

Im happy with everything around me.

Learn to forgive and forget,

Learn to count your blessings,

Learn to be contented with life,

Learn not to compare with others,

Life would be much better,

You would be happier :)

Pour out your problems rather than keeping to yourself,

Share with somebody,

If you couldnt get someone you trusted,

Pray and share with God.

He is always there for us.

A little prayer

Just a little prayer to give thanks and praise to the Lord for His blessing on ;

My bro and baby to have settle down well in KL

My parents to have settle down with everything

My bro for securing a job after so long waiting

My sis for scoring well in school last semester

My co-workers for harmonious and confidence

My shop for all the good and bad times

My parents in law for good health and love

My bro in law for wisdom for operating the new shop

My family for good health and harmony

My husband and I good relationship

Im thankful for everything.

Praise the Lord.

Amen.

Blessed :)

Things have been great between Des and I. Learning to compromise and sastified :) Des has been getting along very well with my bunch of friends. Making outings and tea session more livelier and often :) I know he has been treating me very well, providing me with the best he could. Though he's much quiet at times, but has been giving in to me all the time. Blessed to have him with me, who do not complain that I dont cook nor do the housework.

:) Des bought me a trip to Bangkok 16/11-19/11 for my bday. Fly Eat Sleep Shop Fully sponsored :) So sweet. Hehe.

When we got back from China, I told him I will be good to stay for work till CNY and Bali trip next year. No more travel in between, as I have travelled way too much this year.

And now he's bringing me to travel again. Im so excited. Haha.

I love my man :)

Buddies

Des and I witnessed Klaus and Elaine marriage registration. Lols. So, they got our names in their marriage cert. Haha. How happy, gonna be remembered till the rest of life :)

Had a road trip to Brunei last Tue. It was great, like first time we got together travel to a place. Though its just brunei, but it was fun with Chee Kheng and wife, Kai, Des, Goh. The laughter starts from Miri- Brunei-Miri. One whole day laughing. Lols.

We planned a one day trip to Kuching or KK next week, by plane of course. Their main mission is to accompany Kai to buy a BMW, and I were to go shopping. Plan failed cos Kai didnt like the cars offered as seen in the picture sent.

We had great time limteh joking bout old times in school these days. So funny, like who shitted on pants in school, who didnt shaved their armpit, and whose balls were exposed when trying to pluck the grass. Hahahahahaha. It was hillarious.

Since we didnt make it to Kuching, the rest planned for a BBQ at very last minute at my place. Lols. Not much people, just the very few of us and my parents. But the fun was there still :)

Baby..

Drove past Columbia Asia Hospital last few days..Recalled my lost baby..Tidied up the baby clothing that I bought last time, heart wrecking to see the tiny clothing, that my baby never get a chance to try on.. I do wonder how would things turn out if my baby is still alive.. I would be at late pregnancy now, anticipating to meet the little one in my tummy.. Or perhaps I would have delivered the baby.Huggin you tight in my arms.

SIGH.

Somehow, I'm missing the baby again. Im wondering if its my fault for failing to keep the baby, or perhaps the baby thinks that Im not fit enough to be a mum yet? I'm wondering if the baby is doing well now. Did he/she met Grandma there? Perhaps accompany grandma for walk? Keeping grandma busy not to worry bout grandpa?

I believe daddy misses you as much as I do too, but not to let mummy know.Daddy has been keeping mummy great company whether at work or travel. He has been trying his best to keep mummy occupied with a lot things so mummy do not have time to be upset over you anymore.

HUGS.

We really miss you alot.

=)

17 Aug 2009

Reached LCCT, called bro to check things out with him. Were told he found a job. Will be working along with the wife's bro. Very happy for him. Told him, if he couldn't get used with the job and home there, we would be glad to have him back home anytime. At least he tried, rather than giving in to the wife. Told us he's doing well there, enjoying his work alot. We were so relieved to hear that. Would continue to pray for him.

Final call

11 Aug 2009

When we were still in KL waiting for the next flight to GuangZhou, called my bro and told him what his wife have been text messaging harassing us. Told him we were very fed up with his wife, and would hope that he could handle her and pls do not upset us anymore. The last msg the wife sent me, were to inform us that they are actually going for a honeymoon.WTF. When everyone were so upset, worrying for them, she's actually acting to make us feel terrible, then to tell us they were actually away for holiday. Insane woman. I reckoned bro was very upset with the wife too, but he's very softhearted. He has been trying his best to solve the problematic bitch whom he brought to the family, and at the same time not to hurt parents and the baby. We prayed the best for him and the baby.

Best Actress

10 Aug 2009

I'm leaving for China tomorrow. Yet I had a very bad day. That bitch has been harassing our family again and again. She made so much scene,ignoring everyone at home, treating herself like a queen and being such a bitch, she wanna shift to KL with my bro and the baby. Her asshole dad and family are in KL. We are very aware that her parents wouldn't wan her to return, as they couldn't stand her temper either. Their parents are also very stingy and calculative. If the 3 shifting over, they gonna make the household expenses to go higher. But, somehow that bitch still insist to shift over..We gave in. We were worried sick for my brother to stay with her asshole dad. Preparing these and that, worrying these and that for my bro and the baby.


So this morning, my dad and bro drove her down to Bintulu. Cos she booked the return ticket to KL flying from Bintulu tomorrow. I know its weird, why she wanna fly there. Reason, not to let us seeing my bro and the baby off. BITCH. My dad was of course upset, as he dotes the baby the most. My mum is in KL now, preparing to fly to China with us tomoro.I lost count of times my mum cried for the baby and bro.

When everything is almost settle. We have almost get over that they are gone. She sms me how sorry she is, how pathetic she is wanting us to forgive her etc. I was like WTF. What is she trying to do? Trying to ignore her sms again and again. She confront my sad dad. BAH! She sms me saying she couldn't bear to leave us etc, couldnt bear seeing my bro and dad in despair blah blah..then some more, she got bit cough and heat now, maybe could not even got on the plane. CB. And say, since she dont wanna make my bro and dad so sad, she would return after ENJOYING her holiday in KL. CB CB CB.

You get it? She made such a scene where everyone was so upset, and when everyone had yet got over her nonsense. When everyone at home were in such a sad mode, worrying for my bro and baby, couldn't bear them leaving for so long. Now she's telling us that she's only gone for a holiday, will be back after she had enough. We gave them so much money, since we are so worried they hafta start over etc. That CCB now say she's just gone for a holiday! I almost burst my blood veins!

Aaaaaaaaaaaargggggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Im going insane soon. BAH. I have been so worried for my parents and bro for so long. Then now, that bitch wanna come back. Just toying with our feelings???

Bitch

Had family dinner last night. Its the first and last dinner together ever since the bitch create so much scene. It was heart wrecking, seeing my bro in such a hard position. Watching my mum so heart ached. Throughout the dinner, the bitch was treated transparent. We were treated transparent by her too. She didn't even greet my parents at dinner. Its very rude for not showing any respect. Finished her meal then leave in hurry to her room with the baby. Leaving her unwashed plates there for my bro to clean up. She never wash her own dishes, even do her own laundry. My parents did everything for her, yet she's not happy enough. Hating them for not loving her as much as there love me. For the sake of harmony, we bear all these through the dinner, just to let my parents and bro feel better.

After dinner, bro quickly brought in the baby to let mum hug for the last time. Since mum is leaving to KL the next day, and they will be leaving the day after permanently. My heart breaks, seeing my mum hugging the baby, telling him next time when you come back, I don't think you remember grandma anymore. Mum was in tears. We held back our tears. The bitch asked my bro to leave asap. She actually checked in to hotel earlier, just to make sure bro and baby don't spend time with my parents, even for the last time. I really hate her. Why does she need to be so cruel?

After they left, I grumbled to dad that she's rude for not greeting them. Dad was forgiving, telling us to forget it. He's happy enough she's willing to sit down to have dinner with us. I doubted her sincerity to apologise. She sms everyone saying how sorry she was, but her actions prove that she was not sorry at all.

I brought my parents out to shop after dinner. They went all the way to baby sections to buy the baby more clothes, as they wouldn't be seeing him for sometime or perhaps forever? It hurts to see them like that. We knew very well they have been treating her very well, much better than any of their own children. Yet she's still taking it for granted.

Got home. Putting the new baby clothes to their room. Saw the packed luggage. Every piece of the baby clothes were purchased by me and parents. Even more despair. We have treated her well enough, yet she never realised. Only to hurt us more with words and her actions. Nor matter how terrible or how much madness and chaos she created, my parents never shout or scold her. And her asshole dad called and shouted at my mum to ask me to go and die, for the reason, he thinks I'm an outsider to talk for my parents. WTF. At one point, I hope she would leave forever, dint ever come back. Yet on the other hand, I'm so worry for my bro. SIGH. Its such a dilemma.

I pray for peacefulness for my parents.

I pray that AhBee would do well there.

I pray that he would settle down soon.

I pray that he would remember this family.

I pray someday, he would be back to us.

I pray that we could have happy family dinner like before.

Matters of the heart

Haven't wrote down anything since Des found out I have been grumbling everything in the blog, when I have never utter a word of my grumbles to him. This is what happen when he realised how unhappy I am. We quarrelled. Deleted the blog. But somehow, we still quarrel over small things, where most of the time I found myself throwing temper for nothing as he never understand why I get so mad.

I get mad when he spends more time and money on his car.
I get mad when he chose to stay at home watching tv than accompany me to my parents.

I have been very stressed worrying over my family. The home is in state where everyone hide in their own rooms. Avoiding each other. Parents been in such a difficult position in the family. Hates that bitch. But at the same time, worrying over my bro and the baby. SIGH. I hope he will be doing well in KL then. So the bitch and the asshole bitch's dad could keep their mouth shut and stop looking down on my bro. My bro has been such a spoil child at home, where none of us would scold him, yet now he's leaving to stay with the bitch's dad that scold and treat him like a dog. It hurts to see that.

Parents sold the cafe, hoping to rest and think over of what to do next. Working in cafe ain't easy. I know its very tiring. I hope they could lead a better life or perhaps retire early. They have been working so hard to provide the family needs. My youngest bro, Ah Bee will be leaving to Kl with his wife and baby,and my elder bro, Ah Boy is still out of job. I'm so worried.

I felt so useless for not able to help out. Others felt I'm leading a good life with good in laws and husband. Yet I'm feeling so terrible for not able to help at all.

I wish I could earn more, so I could provide for my family.
I wish I could spend more time with them.
I wish I could turn back the time.

I feel so sick.

Grumble

Been pretty restless and lazy to write .. Nothing much to update.. The Bongsters sisters were back in Miri since May, going back to Canada soon.. Catching up with them making myself realising that I'm getting older.. I don't join them to club nor karaoke.. I don't do a lot shopping nor outings.. Maybe its true that when we spent too much time together with someone, we'll turn to be like him.. I dunno if its good or not, I just realised that there are not much life after married and having to work together.. Getting less topic to talk, less things to do, we get plain lazy and so used of staying at home doing our own stuff.. Perhaps its just life of an old married couple?

I have tonnes of places to travel, tonnes of things to do and tonnes of ideas of what to do.. But I ended up with millions of reasons of not doing any of them.. I'm losing my direction I guess.. I really need to sit down and think seriously of what I want and what I don't .. I realised I'm losing myself..

When I was schooling, I wish I could graduate soon..
When I graduated, I wish I could get a good job..
When I got a good job, I wish I could have business of my own..
When I got my own business, I wish I could go back to school..


Ironic right ? I kinda miss life when I was studying. I got more friends and things to do. I have endless exams and assignments to keep me going..

Weird. PMS maybe?

For the 100000000th times,

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Restaurant City

Addicted to this game in facebook..

=)

T.A.I.P.E.I

Great weather..

Good shopping..


Excellent food..

THUS..

Extreme poor..

AND

3kgs extra fats..

4th Anniversary

Its our 4th year anniversary today..

But my Des forgot bout it ..

*Sobs*

Yes,

I'm much disappointed..

Is that how it should be after marriage ?

Yithui's Miri wedding

Its a very late post. But its better than never still :)

Its my best friend, Yithui's wedding on the 13th of April.

Most of her close friends came back for the wedding.

Everything went well, with so much blessings from everyone.

We were so happy for her :)

J-Han & Yithui

Wedding reception

All sisters

The whole of us


**Pictures grabbed from Yong Wei, the wedding photographer of the day

Random post

Some random photos :

Funny expression of Yoyo when he's full :)

Various size of Jason's much obsessed Rubic cubes

Besides 2 white cars, we added :-

The new Acer Aspire One in white :)

We have a lot gadgets at home which we seldom have time to play.

Prolly cos we get home late after work.

And, there's only 2 of us with the games.

Long forgotten Wii :p

The PS3, which is released in black when it was purchased.
Should have waited for the white version.

The white PSP 3007. Not much games. Since it cant be modified yet :(



A lot people were curious what is behind the shelves whenever they visit our home.


So I'm going to reveal it here
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Its actually our home shoe cabinet :)
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Des' much obsessed Nikes and Jordans

LOL

We still have plenty of space for new shoes..
So, we must continue buying to fill them up :p

B.A.C.K

The whole month has been hectic for me.

Im finally home :)

To my own bed and pillows :)

ANNOYED

I'm extremely annoyed ..

to the extreme that..

I have been cursing those annoying people around me..

I cursed them fell down and knocked their heads..

I cursed them got knocked by cars..

I'm so unlike myself lately :(

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For no reason ,

I found myself so frustrated..

So stressed..

What's going on?

Shouldn't I be happy now?

Yet I'm not ..

Weird ..

Im fine :)

Guess I have had enough of all the unhappy news. Blurted out all the unhappiness I have been keeping in myself, shared with my friends and family. Then I realised, I have closed up myself for some time. Its not that I couldn't feel peace in church, in fact, I couldn't feel peace ever since I have stopped praying. I closed myself up so tight that its impossible for others to talk through me. For goodness sake, I even have the thought of giving up God..And refusing baptism this coming Easter.. Which is really wrong..Sigh.. I have finally come to my senses. I know I will only be doing well if I have faith in God.. I'm fine.. No worries.

Something I'm looking forward :-

My baptism :)
11.04.2009

Bestie, Yithui's Miri wedding :)
13.04.2009

Taipei trip :)
14.04.2009-24.04.2009

Judy's wedding :)
15.05.2009

Francis' wedding :)
02.06.2009

Didi's wedding :)
04.07.2009

Yithui's KL wedding :)
11.07.2009

Bangkok trip :)
12.07.2009-15.07.2009

China trip :)
11.08.2009-17.08.2009

Klaus' wedding :)
03.10.2009

Roselyn's wedding :)
05.12.2009

Jill's wedding :)
10.12.2009

Melissa's wedding :)
17.12.2009

Des Ling's wedding :)
19.12.2009

Busy, busy year ahead :)

Baby leh?

My baby would had turn 4 months old by now. Could be able to know the gender, see the obvious growth and feel the movements in me ..Yet I couldn't feel a thing now..Sigh..

Recuperating

Yonathan a.k.a Yoyo, 4 months old..

He has been keeping me company all the while when I was recuperating at home..

He kept not only me but everyone around busy, thus, not to think too much..

He's always at the centre of attention.. bringing in joy and laughter ..

Sometimes, I wished my baby is still around..

I believe he would be much adorable too..

L.O.S.T

Once again..

Im lost in the middle of nowhere..

Doubts..

Been staying home for more than 2 weeks, recuperating. Hoping to recover as soon as possible and get back to work. Being a workaholic, staying home aimlessly, with nothing to do besides watching tv and sleeping is much more hard to endure than burying myself to work. At least, being at work keeps me occupied, not going to think and stress out myself worrying these and that.

I've been wondering why would all these happening as I have been extremely careful watching my diet, steps etc.. I have been praying so hard that the baby would grow healthily and happily in me.. I have strong faith that it would be a strong and happy baby..Much anticipating for it to join us..And all these craps happen..before I could do anything to save it..Its just gone like that.. Losing much faith, I continue praying for full recovery and over my loss pregnancy. Hoping so much all these craps to be over soon..

After a week recuperating, I was told that I'm recovering well and would be fit for work. Was very grateful that things are patching up slowly. After 2 days working, I realised I have been feeling sick, having asthma relapse almost every night , with severe cold feets and hands. Went back to doctor for another check up, was told that I'm doing well..Not to worry but to rest more, and I would be fine soon. On the very day after the morning check up, I got home to rest.But on that evening, I found myself bleeding.. severe bleeding.. which is not normal.. Was rushed back to the doctor for a thorough check up, then to be informed that my cervix bled and there are still blood cloth left in my womb.. Would need to go for another surgery to remove the remaining blood cloth.. I was so stunned and frightened.. Why would these happening on me again, when I have been trying so hard to recover and get back to my life..

I gave up praying since.. I started to lose faith in myself.. I doubt if God hears my prayers.. I doubt if He knows I'm in pain.. I'm totally lost.. I get frustrated at myself for all these craps falling on me again and again.. Where were You when I needed you most ? I believed in You, yet I was given such a big fall.. But why, for those non-Christians or catholic, who never believe in You, they are still bless with a child? Yet I lost mine...

Im so lost..

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Someone sms me this :-

Sometimes, God breaks our heart to make us whole,
Sometimes, He sends us pain so we can be stronger,
Sometimes, He sends us failure so we can be humble,
Sometimes, He takes 'EVERYTHING' away from us so we can learn the value of 'EVERYTHING' we have..
but nor matter what the circumstances,just trust in GOD that He will give us the best.

I have always thought that I'm such a blessed child, with so many good things happening around me. I have a 24/7 husband who loves and cares for me. I have a bunch of good friends who cares nor matter how far we are away from,I got a good job with good pay, good staffs to work with, good place to stay, good cars to drive around. Apart from my own parents, I am blessed with extreme nice parents in law who cares a lot for me. On top of that, I am blessed with a baby who soon to join us in September.

I have been very happy throughout the pregnancy. Looking forward to be a good mum, preparing the best for my baby. But things are so unexpected, I had a miscarriage last Saturday. The baby had stopped growing for 2 weeks in me. There is no sign of heartbeat at all. I have been so lost since. Perhaps we have been too anticipated for the baby, so when the doctors told us its gone, its so hard to take it.It has been with me for merely 3 months, dint get to see nor feel it yet, and its gone just like that. Been thinking a lot, wonder why this could happen when we have been putting so much effort to keep it..Never expected this, perhaps, I was blessed with too many good things, I was totally unaware of the bad ones.. I miss my baby from time to time.. But there's nothing I could do to keep it with me.. I do pray hard, that it could rest in peace with the Heavenly Father in heaven.

Though, we couldn't be together. I would like you to know that, we all love and miss you so much.

I'm much thankful for all the concerned phone calls, emails through these bad times. I'm doing a lot better.

*Hugs*

Dear baby,

I would like you to know that ..
We are very delighted to see you growing well each day :)

Everyone in the family are anticipating for you to join us..

I have been pretty happy throughout the pregnancy..

No morning sickness nor discomfort..

You've been behaving so well in me..

Mummy felt so well loved by you and daddy..

We thank God for granting you to us..

p/s: I have got super good appetite. Even craved for food in dreams. Are you the one trying to tell me what you wanna eat through the dreams?

Love,

Mummy

Merry Christmas & Happy New Year :)

Its a late post by the way. Been pretty happy lately, firstly I won a Nokia 6500 from Digi monthly bonus point redemption. Its randomly picked amongst the Digi users in Malaysia, so I guess Im very lucky. I never purchase any phone by my own 4 years since as Des buy most of them. And, Im not particular to new phones, cos I get very confused with the advanced and complicating features. So, this new phone is indeed a Christmas bonus :)

Went Sibu to attend Des' cousin, Nicholas wedding on 29 Dec. Its a very big and crowded ceremony, with 1700 guests for dinner. Though its flood season in Sibu, but everything went so well. :) Got back home on New Year Eve, been feeling unwell and tired since. Period was late as well. Went to the doctor to check up, and was informed that I'm pregnant :) A really happy news, right on New Year eve. We are looking forward for the baby arrival to our family. May it grows healthily and happily with much love and care from us :)

Since there is a baby in me, I need to change most of my unhealthy habits.

• Coffee -----> My undying love since teens


• Seafood -----> My favourite Crabs, Squid


• Sambal belacan -----> All time favourite


• Ice cream -----> All time favourite


• Icy, cold beverages ---> I can only take milk and hot Milo


• High, high heels -----> I need to buy more pretty flats. :p


• Late sleep -----> I sleep at 10.30 pm now

A lot changes coming, we are learning to be a good parent :)